ARRRRRRRRRRRGH

My ear itches like mad and Ive scratched it so much that its bleeding now. I have frikking blood running out my ear AND IT STILL ITCHES!

hghgfhjyghjhgjgkjgkjhg x___x

Also, I ate pizza today. I originally wasnt gunna go work out, but now ive suddenly changed my mind..Im gunna take my Zelda soundtrack, and go work.

..Right after I stop bleeding. *crams a paper towel in her ear*

YEEEEEEEAAAAH BABY!!

I DID IT!!

SELF PROPELED WORKOUT FTW!

Damn I feel good! X3

..Im so proud of myself! ;w;

ETA: The trainer told me the one day I worked with him that I need to eat after my workout. Something with protein in it..SO dinner tonight is scrambled eggs with ham and pepperjack cheese melted in. X3

Ok..I just called the gym and talked to the guy who had been working with me...

He's not mad or anything...He's worried about me being able to keep it up on my own...and as far as that goes..So am I!

...But I feel an enormous weight of my chest now that I dont have to worry about finding an extra $178 to give them.

Okay...*sigh* Im better now. No more stress.

ETA:

Yoink:

( Im a rare breed of freak? )

So...I just got back from the gym...and its 9:48am.

This is incredibly difficult already. I worked with the trainer this morning..Excersising my legs...I can feel my thigh muscles twitching every time I walk, and I feel like my knees are gunna give out and im gunna fall over.

What sucks is that the trainer people are a differant company INSIDE the gym company..which means that if I want to stick with seeing the trainer at LEAST once a month..I have to cough up another $149..and then $29 a month..

I dont know where im going to find the money. It makes me want to cry. I still havent even finished paying for the gym membership itself yet..and they want another $178 from me.

After the stupid registration fees for the trainer thing and signing up for the gym...I'll be feeding them $74 a month.

$74 for the gym
+
$60 for electricity
+
$46 for phone/DSL
+
$80 for 2 weeks worth of groceries
+
$60 for medical bills and other expenses
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Thats $320 out of a $290 dollar paycheck.

And thats NOT including the money I promised my mom I'd give her every time I get paid.

I cant afford all this shit. I dont know what to do.

Remember when I said those trainers were like car salesmen? Always in your face pushing a fucking sale? Yeah. Exactly.

Im going back to bed now.

Im so proud of myself. I got off work today and went to an hour long 'Aqua-Fit' water aerobics class tonight.

Tomorrow I have to go talk to one of the trainer people and get a tour of the place, then im gunna BS on the machines for a while and go to a yoga class at 8pm.

Im loving this. So very very VERY loving this.

Note to self:
get a padlock, and a water bottle.

SO!

I joined the gym today. Ive been saving for it, and I decided to use all of my tax return check towards the down payment thingy.

When they had the grand opening, and the special spiffy super low enrollment price, I was in Chicago.

Today they knocked on my door and said that they didnt get a lot of people joining on Saturday, and their special rate is still going.

I paid the first of 3 payments on my enrollment costs today, and the other 2 are due in another 2 weeks each.

But the great part is that I can go excersise tommorrow if I want to. And I plan to do just that.

Tomorrow after work imma go in and swiiiiiiiiiiiiiim! <3333

And the best part is that I got weighed just last week. So I know right where I stand.

Im so excited!! X3