Ok..I just called the gym and talked to the guy who had been working with me...

He's not mad or anything...He's worried about me being able to keep it up on my own...and as far as that goes..So am I!

...But I feel an enormous weight of my chest now that I dont have to worry about finding an extra $178 to give them.

Okay...*sigh* Im better now. No more stress.

ETA:

Yoink:

( Im a rare breed of freak? )

Representin the stuff I love!

Click here http://www.publicons.de/index.html to make your own. Its in german, but its easy enough to figure out.

In the box at the bottom, right above the big ass button, type in what you want your little code bar thingy to be called. I used my email address because I wasnt sure. Now I know thats not what its for XD;

Suzanne and John are Proud to Announce the Birth of their Child, Jenny, on December 20, 1985.

Unfortunately, Jenny sees imaginary friends.

Suzanne and John are thanking Satan.

What Did Your Birth Announcement Say? at QuizGalaxy.com

If anybody wants to do anything tonight then let me know...Apperantly people are feeling the effects of cabin fever lately and i am too..I wanna get the hell out of here and go DO something...money or no money..

I stole this from bluegirl wish and im changing it to suit Acen because its fun. I tag anyone else going to acen.

Where and who am I staying with?
At the Hyatt (con hotel) with Sakhmet, her friends, A girl off DoA, and a random woman off the Acen forum

What are you wearing on what days?
thursday- comfy normal stuff
fri- whichever i feel like putting on
sat- " "
sun- " "

Who are you driving with?
aya, ken, Kat and Stepie i think..stephie are you goin??? o.O;;

When are you getting there on Thursday?
probably mid to late afternoon.

Wearing anything in the pre-reg line?
I dont have to be in that wretched line this year. HA!

Wanna get dinner Friday Night?
If I can bring enough money to afford it i will.

What's your cell number so I can call you and we can hang out?!
cell phone..thats funny. If anybody out there truely wants to set up a hang out time, then reply to this post or email me.

Are you doing the masquerade? Or just hall cosplay?
hall cosplay..im too chicken to do the masquerade..

What photoshoots do you have planned? Any gatherings and stuff?
Weiss if there is one, dolls, and probably some game photoshoots too

What about panels or workshops? Maybe the dealer's room?
I plan to go see Jamie..and get HIS autograph at least...Dealers room not so much..Im sure I'll walk through and see whats there..but anime isnt all that important to me anymore..if anything i want to find some pins and/or keychain thingies for my collection..maybe a cell phone strap for my camera..

You wanna go and party on Saturday night? Maybe get drunk or something?
I dont do parties and I dont do drinking...Though I may wander off with Sakhmet and go sniff around chicago for a bit...

If you Acen-peoples have any other questions, lemme know.

I tag:

Aya
Ken
Kat
Stephie (if you're going)
Youji (if you see this)
SAKHMET!
and anybody else going to acen..seriously..if. you. will. be. there. you. are. tagged. do. it.

( Read it..I dare you )

Sakhmet im tagging you.

Get your own valentinr


Since i'll be going into hiding on the ACTUAL holiday...because lovers appriciation day SUCKS for those with nothing to appriciate..I figured I'd go ahead and do this now.

And to make things more interesting~ Feel free to send a card to any of my original characters also/instead =3

YOINK~!


01. Elaborate on your default icon.
Tis my kitton buggy. I love him SO much <33333

02. What's your current relationship status?
Single and contemplating whether or not im tired of it.

03. Ever have a near-death experience?
Close enough to a big fat car wreck when my dad was drunk that i screamed and covered my face~ that and my experience in the hospital with the screaming and the pain and the wailing and the ouch

04. Name an obvious quality you have?
hair trigger temper from HELL...and a horribly fucking foul mouth

05. What's the name of the song that's stuck in your head right now?
Something slow and old fashioned from a soap commercial

06. Any celeb you would marry?
...mmm nope..dont think so..

07. Who will cut and paste this first?
sakhmet, hopefully

08. Name someone with the same birthday as you.
iunno

09. Do you have a crush on someone?
not a serious one..i dont think..

10. Have you ever vandalized someone's private property?
i picked the letters off a yard sign once so it would spell something crude...

11. Have you ever been in a fight?
ive never hit anyone with a real intent to cause damage...though i myself have had a glass bottle thrown at my head...been shoved..and been spit on right in the face..all in one night =D

12. Have you ever sung in front of a large audience?
not alone

13. What's the first thing you notice about a member of the OPPOSITE sex?
eyes, smile, sense of humor

14. What do you usually order from Starbucks?
ive only ever had hot chocolate from there once

15. Have you ever hurt yourself on purpose?
yep..once out of emo-ism..the rest out of stylish fashion and i LIKE it >3

16. Say something totally random about yourself.
lately i cant sleep unless i tie the sleeve of a random shirt around my face

17. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
nope

18. Do you wear a watch? What kind?
i like the big clunky black sports watches that men usually wear. always digital.

19. Do you have anything pierced?
eyebrow..soon to be my ears as well

20. Do you have any tattoos?
nooot yet~

21. Do you like pain?
when i can put jewelry through the wound in the end, i do.

22. Do you like to shop?
not really..i just have a long list of things i want..that doesnt mean i LIKE going to go buy them..

23. What was the last thing you paid for with cash?
...that actually requires thought...i honestly cant remember..my poor abused debit card o.O

24. What was the last thing you paid for with a credit card?
I bought stuff today actually...miniature shoes with wheels attached...20 points if you can guess who those are for =D

25. Who was the last person you spoke to on the phone?
telemarketer...who got hung up on.

26. What is on your desktop background?
a photo of what it would look like if a nuclear bomb went off in the middle of the city. yes, seriously.

27. What is the background on your cell phone?
cell phone..thats funny! =D

28. Do you like redheads?
yep

29. Do you know any twins?
i know the sane one o.o...

30. Do you have any weird relatives?
yes..all of them

31. What was the last movie you watched?
i havent recently..so i cant remember

32. What was the last book you read?
I started reading Dead Until Dark last night...its the only fiction book in my apartment and i was desperate for something to calm me down a bit...

33. Did you or are you planning to go to college?
that would be nice..you payin?

34. What is your favorite pair of pants that you own?
my blue jeans..which now have a hole in the crotch.. x_x

35. Do you like to party?
not really...ive never really been to a party that was any fun.

36. Where do you see yourself in five years?
here..on the internet..doing memes asking me where im going to be in 5 years..

I hate these memes with a passion. every time i see one on my friends list it gives me a fucking panic attack because i get paranoid and upset wondering which ones are about me...Hate hate HATE.

The only reason im doing this myself is because i need to vent...have needed to for MONTHS and im a fucking coward....that and i didnt want to be the one to start a chain of these memes through my friends list because i cant STAND reading the ones from other people.

1. List some things you want to say to 20 or 25 people.
2. Don't say who the people are.
3. Feel free to comment, but don't confirm or answer anything.
4. Never speak of it again.

~~

1. out of all the people i know, i look up to you the most.

2. I liked you better before. Not now.

3. Sometimes my seething jealousy towards you makes me want to just spoon my brain out with a spork..and then shake you.

4. you're gone. you're here but you arent back.... and i dont think you're ever coming back the way i want you to. it still makes me cry..and its still the most devestating thing thats ever happened to me. you're not what you used to be..not at all...

5. sometimes you scare me and i have to be very careful what i say

6. sometimes i wonder if you ever cared at all...and i wonder why i was ever a part of your life since you never EVER tried.

7. you make me feel nothing but guilt anger and shame and depression. I wish i could get along with you the way i did when i was a kid.

8. you can be very two faced. i trust you more than anyone else, but you also make me question my trust in you more than anyone else. because ive seen what you can do to other people..i dont see why id be an exception to that.

9. i feel sorry for you sometimes, and think about you a lot..i just dont know you well enough to go poke and/or check on you by myself

10. you make me nervous. i like you a lot, but i know we'd never get along in person for very long. and im still proud that i can be friends with someone as fucking cool as you

11. i dont love you anymore. i care about you, yes....but the love has faded and it takes little to nothing to make me regret every ounce of effort i made towards you...you make me feel like a fool.

12. i dont believe you'll ever change. thats nice that you're making the effort now that im gone and ignoring you...why couldnt you have done that when i was a kid? was i not important enough to you then?...not now either, huh?

13. sometimes i try to parent you out of habit..because sometimes you act like a baby and it frustrates me to no end.

14. i dont like watching you make such a big mess out of everything...id help if i wasnt so afraid that you'd turn on me

15. shy people suck twice the energy out of me because i have to be so careful...dispite that i think you're hillarious and clever and i want to hang out with you more

16. some days i dont think you realize how much you help me by just paying a LITTLE BIT of attention to me. other days i think you just dont do it out of spite...and it hurts.

17. you've said before that you would promise not to forget me sitting here all by myself when it comes time for hang out day with the friends. im still forgotten..i smile and nod..but i dont belive you anymore. thanks for remembering when you WERENT distracted by having fun though....i'll wait.

18. MY group of friends includes all of you. YOUR group of friends includes everyone BUT me. Sometimes i regret putting ALL of you so high up on my list of prorities when its obviously not a two way street. it makes me feel really STUPID..on top of angry and sad and lonely out of my mother fucking MIND...


*sigh* ...i dont feel any better...

Ask one of my characters anything! Favorite book, opinion on world politics, five things they like to do after dinner, serious questions about love and honor or stupid things about candy and board games. Then repost if this is something you would like to do to procrastinate working, too.

You can ask about any of my character, original or not, anyone I write about.


yoinked from various peoples. DOOOO EET!

1. FIRST NAME?
Jenny

2. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
no but I was originally going to be named juliann..but my mom decided against it because all she could think of were juliann fries

3. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY?
after my surgery when i was just waking up

4. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
yes. but not my cursive

5. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCHMEAT?
ham :3

6. KIDS?
someday

7. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOURSELF?
Im not sure.

8. DO YOU HAVE A JOURNAL?
Yes. I have several. 2 doll journals, an art journal thats locked up like fort knox, a layout testing journal and this one

9. DO YOU USE SARCASM A LOT?
yep

10. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS?
yep

11. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
nope

12. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL?
honey bunches of oats with almonds

13. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
nope.

14. DO YOU THINK YOU ARE STRONG?
not really

15. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM?
cookies and cream

16. SHOE SIZE?
10 or 11

17. RED OR PINK?
pink

18. WHAT IS THE LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF?
my fat

19. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST?
nobody at the moment. o.O thats a shocker..

20. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO READ THIS?
yosh of course!

21. WHAT COLOR PANTS AND SHOES YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW?
blue jeans and invisible non existant shoes

22. WHAT DID YOU EAT LAST?
saltine crackers

23. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
Within Temptation

24. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?
black

25. FAVORITE SMELL?
rain, clean laundry, new resin, rubbing alchohol, fresh plastic, gasoline~ etcetc

26. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
my neighbor Jan

27. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE YOU ARE ATTRACTED TO?
eyes or smile

28. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU?
complete stranger =D

29. FAVORITE DRINK?
Cherry pepsi or milk

30. FAVORITE SPORT?
volleyball

31. HAIR COLOR?
reddish brown

32. EYE COLOR?
blue

33. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
nope

34. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE FOOD?
anything with hot sauce on it

35. SCARY MOVIE OR HAPPY ENDING?
both

36. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
uhmmmmm

37. WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
navy blue

38. SUMMER OR WINTER?
summer

39. HUGS OR KISSES?
both

40. FAVORITE DESSERT?
ice cream brownie or cheesecake

41. WHO IS MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
no one

42. LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
everyone

43. WHAT ARE YOU READING?
this meme

44. WHAT'S ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
my mousepad is one of my old paycheck stubs. Yay stylish. =D

45. WHAT DID YOU WATCH LAST NIGHT ON TV?
the news

46. FAVORITE SOUNDS?
rain, thunder

47. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES?
beatles.

48. THE FURTHEST YOU'VE BEEN FROM HOME?
New York

49. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT?
oh probably

50. WHEN AND WHERE WERE YOU BORN?
December 20th 1985 at St Vincent's hospital

1. Total number of films I own on DVD and video:
over 30. More on VHS than DVD though..I think on DVD I have about 15..maybe a little less

2. Last film I bought.
The Fifth Element

3. Last film I watched.
Remember The Titans

4. Five films that I watch a lot or that mean a lot to me (in no particular order).
1. Jurrassic Park
2. Peter Pan
3. Resident Evil
4. Interview with the vampire
5. Memoirs of a Geisha

5. If you could be any character portrayed in a movie, who would it be?
Being the girl from Resident Evil would probably be fun =3


Another Movie Meme~

1. Name a movie that you have seen more than 10 times.
Jurrassic Park

2. Name a movie that you’ve seen multiple times in the theater.
The Lion King

3. Name an actor that would make you more inclined to see a movie.
Johhny Depp, Cory Haim/Feldman/ Amy Jo Johnson/ Milla Jovovich

4. Name an actor that would make you less likely to see a movie.
Will Ferrel, Jack Black, Adam Sandler and anyone else with a comedy style like thiers

5. Name a movie that you can and do quote from.
Interview with the vampire, of course

6. Name a movie musical that you know all of the lyrics to all of the songs.
Lion King XD;;

7. Name a movie that you have been known to sing along with.
Lion King >_>;;

8. Name a movie that you would recommend everyone see.
SLC Punk

9. Name a movie that you own.
Ghost Ship

10. Name an actor that launched his/her entertainment career in another medium but who has surprised you with his/her acting chops.
Milla Jovovich

11. Have you ever seen a movie in a drive-in? If so, what?
Yes. I think it was Grease..not sure though. I got bored with whatever it was halfway through and went to play on the playground instead

12. Ever made out in a movie?
No. Kissed, but not made out.

13. Name a movie that you keep meaning to see but just haven’t yet gotten around to it.
You really want the whole big giant never ending list? o.O;

14. Ever walked out of a movie?
Actually, I think I have..ONCE.

15. Name a movie that made you cry in the theater.
Titanic..Memoirs of a Geisha, and just about every other movie with some sort of EMOTION at the end @_@

16. Popcorn?
Nachos

17. How often do go to the movies (as opposed to renting them or watching them at home)?
I go to the movies so sparringly that i can never even remember what the last movie I saw WAS...it sucks..i love the movies..but never go to em unless its something that HAS to be seen on the big screen without a doubt.

18. What's the last movie you saw in the theater?
Happy Feet

19. What’s your favorite/preferred genre of movie?
Drama, Horror

20. What’s the first movie you remember seeing in the theater?
Bambi and Star Trek (thanks dad -_-; )